The Bean for Serious Now

Ok, so the last post didn't exactly put JuJu Beans (which is MY nickname for him so don't even think about using it or else....) in the best of lights. But seriously, this kid is my life. The baby making process had a few hiccups in this household, we had two losses in the last few year, and although I think any Mother who has gone through that will agree that you never really get over it, welcoming Julian into my life has most certainly filled alot of the sadness from those pregnancies with happiness. I can't help but think that the timing wasn't right, and that maybe I wasn't ready and the man above, or whoever you choose to or not to believe in, knew we weren't ready.

I'll admit that motherhood didn't come easy those first three weeks, I was convinced that I wasn't good enough and that I would never get a hang of it. Slowly, things got better, and now, I'm the Pro when it comes to Julian. No one knows him better than me, and that is an AWESOME feeling! I love this little man with all of my heart

The Bean!

Somehow I've never seen this picture before, but I think it is now officially one of my favorites. AWESOME!! He's only 9 days old, how can you not love this face??

ps: I swear this is not some cruel form of child abuse. This is the only way he'd burp in those early days.

Hot Shizniggies!

And the sexy Daddy award goes to!!!!

No, but seriously. I've loved Nick for eight years. Through all of his craziness, through all of mine. I knew without a doubt that he'd be an amazing father, but I didn't expect to fall so much more in love with him because of it. I don't think a man can be any sexier than when he gives his love to a child. Seriously, how do you not want to jump his bones?? ;-P

Preggers!

Ok, so I know this happened months ago but I just wanted to say how much I LOVED being preganant. Seriously, I'd lie if I said I didn't think I was one of the cutest pregnant women ever. I loved my body, my glow, everything about my looks, I've never been more self confident. I mean check out these pics, is this a sexy Momma or what:

Oooh, how very techie!

Hello loves. We (I) decided to go ahead and start a blog so that friends and family can keep up with our little adventures and of course, the happenings of our bestest little man Julian since unfortunately, we don't all live near each other. 


I'll be honest, we don't really have adventures, but maybe having a blog will force us too, one can hope right? Maybe some weekend roadtrips in our future? YES PLEASE!!! 


Anywho, I hope to keep this up fairly regularly, hope you all enjoy. 

Peace, Love and Chicken Grease dear friends!