Ok, so the last post didn't exactly put JuJu Beans (which is MY nickname for him so don't even think about using it or else....) in the best of lights. But seriously, this kid is my life. The baby making process had a few hiccups in this household, we had two losses in the last few year, and although I think any Mother who has gone through that will agree that you never really get over it, welcoming Julian into my life has most certainly filled alot of the sadness from those pregnancies with happiness. I can't help but think that the timing wasn't right, and that maybe I wasn't ready and the man above, or whoever you choose to or not to believe in, knew we weren't ready.
I'll admit that motherhood didn't come easy those first three weeks, I was convinced that I wasn't good enough and that I would never get a hang of it. Slowly, things got better, and now, I'm the Pro when it comes to Julian. No one knows him better than me, and that is an AWESOME feeling! I love this little man with all of my heart
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